I dun noe but i cant seem to keep myself happy. One moment, i'm laughing my ass off, the next i'm feeling worst than ever. I feel like i can laugh and cry at the same time.
How do i feel? Very sucky. I feel like the worst person ever existed in this world. Only God knows how guilty and at fault i feel. I feel like a bitch. I dun deserve to laugh not even smile. I just wanna cry but i cant. I have to think of the ppl around me that are trying their best to make me smile once again.
I want to fall into a deep sleep.
