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Labels: I've flew awayWas going thru my stuff and i found a cd..
A song that brought back memories..
ooh ooh
When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imagined I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open up my hands and watch you rise
Chorus
Spread you wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly (Oooh)
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be, so spread your wings and fly
Butterfly
Verse 2
I have learned that beauty
Has to flourish in the light
Wild horses run unbridled
Or their spirit dies
You have given me the courage
To be all that I can
And I truly feel your heart will
Lead you back to me when you're
Ready to land
Chorus
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly (Oooh)
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me, we truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly (spread your wings and fly)
Butterfly (butterfly)
Bridge
I can't pretend these tears
Aren't overflowing steadily
I can't prevent this hurt from
Almost overtaking me
But I will stand and say goodbye (stand and say goodbye)
For you'll never be mine
Until you know the way it feels to fly
Chorus
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly (Oooh)
Fly abandonedly into the sun (fly to the sun)
If you should return to me (I will know you're mine)
We truly were meant to be (spread your wings and fly)
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly (my butterfly)
Chorus
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be (you and I)
So spread your wings and fly (spread your wings and fly)
Butterfly
So flutter through the sky
Butterfly
Fly
Spread your wings and fly
Butterfly.
Still loving it..
X's and frens hari rayer outing have been confirmed.
The bus is already booked.
So here are the details.
First meeting point : Syahril's House. (Dun noe add, msg him yourself.. :D)
Meeting time: 11am (Anyone that comes later than 11.45 will be left behind. Then pandai2 lar krg make ur way to the next house. So dun be late cause the bus will leave ril's place at 12pm sharp)
Involved parties :
Ayu
Raydza
Thaqifah
Zarifi
Shahrul
Syahril
Fiqa
Ayeen
Warda
Fauzi
Zulaiha
Ili
Ismael
Alif
Elyne
Idah
Farrah
Ryna
Pan
Shawn
Mas
Fathu
In total there are 22 people. The bus has only 18 seats but i think we can squeeze in abit to fit everyone. Hope everyone doesnt mind.. :D
The bus is charging us by right 33 bucks per hour but i managed to negotiate and get 30bucks per hour. Planning to book for 12 hours so it will be from 12pm to 12am.
In total, estimation each person will pay 20bucks max but it will be abit cheaper. Just put aside 20 bucks for the bus ok.
We will try to end the rayer by 11pm so that we can have that extra hour to drop off ppl nearer to their houses.
The houses that we are going will be priortise to those in the list but i doubt we can go to every house. To those whose houses are not available for visiting, please inform me ok and those houses that are cooking, do inform me too k so that i can try to plan the route. Thank you!
If you dun have my no, you may ask from any of the x's. :D
I hate being myself *fullstop*
Labels: Lousy fianceeWalking around.. Looking at the photos of unknown people hanging on the wall makes me feel like a stranger more than ever..
Ibarat menumpang di rumah orang.
I felt homeless. Living in some stranger's house. Actualli indeed, i'm just an outsider. Cant wait to move out once again. Living in a home.
It wouldnt be that much tomorrow. Just a simple dinner, it turns out to be. Haiz. Such lousy fiancee am i..
Being selfish is just wad i do best. Getting wad i want and then run back to where i belong. Leaving it hanging there.
Decided to apply for my car license next year. :D Why? Cause i want to own a car and travelling would be so much easier.
Down with a flu and slight fever. Not feeling too well. Hate this feeling.
Labels: AD., All the bestDreams will always stay as dreams unless you do something abt it..
Nothing is impossible if its God's Will
Qie commented on something that scares me. Realli. Its so far but yet so near. Its funny how our lives almost intertwined after all these years. So it scares me. Why?
Because i cant leave the life i have now. I cant hurt the person that is standing beside me now. Because i cant leave him just yet. Because my ego doesnt let me. Because how do i face others when i go back on my words...
Deep somewhere in my heart, i want it to be true but i know i cant. Cause i've decided to give it away and so it shall stay that way.
If i'm not wrong, tomorrow will be the day you make a new step in ur life. Entering ns. I wish i could be there to wish you luck and see you off into ur new life but i cant. I wanted to meet you before you leave but i know its impossible. So here i am wishing you the best for ur NS life. They say NS will change you. I hope its for the better and not too much cause you are already a great person the way you are now. I still want to recognise you if we were to cross our path one day. :)
Ps. You will definitely look hawt in that CD uniform.. eheh
Labels: Life is all about taking steps.. Backward or forward..I'm only left with uploading my resume and opting for the job. My particulars and everything have already been filled up. Just a step away and i'm still thinking.
Feeling better now. Finally, i felt alittle appreciated. I guess we women, shall once in a while be the guy. Let them do the calling, let them do the finding, let them do the prolonging of conversation and asking us abt our day. It felt so good yesterday. But i shouldnt overdo it, should i? Just enough for me to feel good once again but not too much till crossed his boundary. :D
There are just amazing things that you will do for love.
Birthday tomolo but we cant celebrate it cause he's working.
Postponed to 12th.. So here the plan.. Let me know wad you guys think
- Ice skating at kallang leisure park
- Candle light dinner at badoque with the surprise birthday cake and present
- A movie date
- A chill by the beach
Its simple but i hope we enjoy ourself cause its been long since we went out on a date..just the two of us.. So i think this would be a good reason to spend time together.
Please dont disappoint me anymore..
Labels: Tell me just how much longer?It never last more than 5 minutes.. Is that just how much you would spare for me?
Your smile wasnt sincerely for me. Is that how much you can give to me?
You are hardly interested in what i can say. Is that how much i mean to you?
We took a step forward but why am i feeling as though we are taking a step backward.
I'm trying to keep my sanity in this month of ramadhan but you are certainly not making it easy for me.
Should i just be ignoring him and let him be in this mood until he realises that its hurting me? But for how long can i stand this treatment?
I thought of karma. Whatever that you did to someone, it will just come back to you. But i trust him enough not to do that to me. But well, 'he' trusted me enuf not to do tat to him. But i did anyway. So i guess everything is a possibility.
I know i shouldnt be accusing him esp in this holy month.I should be putting more trust in him. I know him.. Well, do i? He is not giving me anything to start with right now.
try to be in my shoes. Its hard. To be the one initiating solving problems btwn us all the time. Where did i get all the strength all this while?
I'm thinking of applying for paramedics. To be a full time paramedic and work 13 hours shift. Committing my life in saving others while sacrifising mine. I heard all about the work. The tiredness, the commitment that you will need to give. The training locally and overseas for months, passing IPPT every 6months. The physical and mental demand for the work. Imagine, you reaching to a scene where its your family members or friends that got into an accident. Logically, you will have a mental and emotional breakdown but because of the work, i'm not allowed to. i have to be strong no matter wad. Cant breakdown in line of duty. Its sounds so hard but i dun noe y, those things that i have to face are the things that i'm looking forward to. I just want to make a diff in my life. Challenge myself and commit myself to work so that i dun have to think of anything else.
Should i?
Labels: Standing here
Labels: So i guess its fated...Whenever there is hope and possibility even though it may look slim, give it your best and one day, with all your effort, it may come true.
Believe in yourself is the first step to success.
I have to start believing..
When it's fated, no matter how far you try to run away from it, it will just come back to you..
