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I dun noe but i cant seem to keep myself happy. One moment, i'm laughing my ass off, the next i'm feeling worst than ever. I feel like i can laugh and cry at the same time.
How do i feel? Very sucky. I feel like the worst person ever existed in this world. Only God knows how guilty and at fault i feel. I feel like a bitch. I dun deserve to laugh not even smile. I just wanna cry but i cant. I have to think of the ppl around me that are trying their best to make me smile once again.
I want to fall into a deep sleep.
There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your sould
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear
Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way
I' not that dumb.. I think neither are you.
Ignorance is a bliss at times.
I've been looking and it made me tongue-tied. Lost for words. Stood still, not knowing what to do.
Neither here nor there. Am lost. So i dun wanna be anywhere. Just walk away and move on with my life.
Its a good catch. N indeed they say...
I'm in love with dana glover rite now. She's on repeat mode. Cant stop listening to her songs especially the ones she sings live with the piano. SIMPLY BEAUTIFUL. :)
Her songs make me wanna slow dance. Slow dance wif me anyone?
Labels: berharap...This song just brings back memories and a whole lot of emotions...
Dulu ku tk pernah percaya kan cinta yang tk harus memiliki
Pernah ku paksakan walau tk sejalan meski ku tau ku salah
Dan ku cuba melupakanmu
Kerna ku tau kau bukan milik ku
Dan ku berhenti berharap
Akan cinta mu yg dulu ada di hati
Dah ku cuba untuk bertahan
Walau berat kini ku berhenti berharap
Kini ku akui, hati ku tk bisa slalu miliki dirimu
Pernah ku paksakan walau tk sejalan
Meski ku tau ku salah
Dah ku cuba melupakan mu
Kerna ku tau mu bkn milik ku
Dan ku berhenti berharap
Akan cinta mu yg dulu ada di hati
Dan ku cuba untuk bertahan
Walau berat kini ku berhenti berharap
Dan ku berhenti berharap
Akan cinta mu yg dulu ada di hati
Dan ku cuba untuk bertahan
Walau berat kini ku berhenti berharap
Dan ku cuba untuk bertahan....
Labels: Just leave me alone.Read my past post...
How have my life changes with time..
Some made me smile, some made me cry and some left me with a feeling of regret
Things that i did, decisions that i made.It made me question..What was i thinking at that point of time?!?! I tried to relive those moments, tried to bring back the memories and feelings so that i could understand the reason behind my actions but i couldnt.
Right now, i'm feeling numb, lost and dsitraught. Can i have all those feelings at the same time? Is that possible? How can u feel numb but yet lost and distraught at the same time? How can i feel happy but heartaching at the same time? How can i feel love but hatred at the same time? How can i feel at peace but yet worries at the same time? My emotions are running wild and its uncontrollable. Its making me restless
What the reason? Dun ask coz i dun noe. I am not able to give u an answer.
Wanna help me??? ...........
Had an awweesooommmee weekend..
But somehow monday seems to b gloomy.
Had fun laughing and rolling on the floor..
But today, the feeling is different. All i want to do is to stay in bed and curl myself up while feeling all sucky and moody. Is it because of the lack of sleep? OR....
I just wished i can just disappear into the thin air. POOF!
But nope i cant..
