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Labels: I still miss you.. My brother...A month has passed. Time flies so fast but yet i felt as though it was yesterday i lost my love.
Visited him yesterday and i still cant believed that he is no longer with us. I still cant believed that its his name engraved and carved on the wooden plank.
Oh what i wld give just to see his smile again, just to hear his voice once more, just to kiss his hand for the last time.
My birthday wish..
I wished that my life was given to him. I wished that I was the one gone away not him. I wished that i could exchange my life for his. Coz i know he will live it better than me. I know he will happy and be a great man that he was meant to be.
I sinned Ya Allah and so i beg your forgiveness for my sins. I questioned you Ya Allah. I questioned takdir. I know i shldnt have. But i broke down and i lost my faith for a moment. Ya Allah, please forgive me for i'm onli a weak servant of urs. I was overwhelmed by emotions that i lost my senses. But Allah, I know and believed that there is no other God than Allah. I begged your forgiveness for the moment of breakdown.
I have to be strong. I have to move on. I have to believe that God have greater plans for us and that everything happened is for a reason.
This is all fated. He was gone too soon for a reason. He was the chosen one for a reason. And now he is in a better place. A place where no sickness can pain him, no problems like poverty to bother him. All he needs rite now are our prayers for him. And thats what i shall do. I shall remember the great man that onced live in my life and I shall pray for him so that he is placed among the people that Allah loves. Insya'Allah.. Amin..
Angels Cry..
Crumbling down inside.
I hate myself..
I hate my guts..
I hate my instincts..
I hate my heart..
Coz i cant find it anywhere. Where has it gone to? Why am i so heartless?
Feeling numb. Black out.
