he and I had something beautiful
but so dysfunctional, it couldn't last
I loved him so but I let him go
'cause I knew he'd never love me back
such pain as this 
shouldn't have to be experienced
I'm still reeling from the loss, 
still a little bit delirious
near to you, I am healing
but it's taking so long
'cause though he's gone 
and you are wonderful
it's hard to move on
yet, I'm better near to you.
you and I have something different
and I'm enjoying it cautiously
I'm battle scarred, 
but I am working oh so hard
to get back to who I used to be
he's disappearing, fading steadily
well, I'm so close to being yours, 
won't you stay with me, please
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