Monday, May 31, 2010

2:56 PM

Struggling.. Standing still.. Speechless

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Near to you 5:00 PM

he and I had something beautiful
but so dysfunctional, it couldn't last
I loved him so but I let him go
'cause I knew he'd never love me back

such pain as this
shouldn't have to be experienced
I'm still reeling from the loss,
still a little bit delirious

near to you, I am healing
but it's taking so long
'cause though he's gone
and you are wonderful
it's hard to move on
yet, I'm better near to you.

you and I have something different
and I'm enjoying it cautiously
I'm battle scarred,
but I am working oh so hard
to get back to who I used to be

he's disappearing, fading steadily
well, I'm so close to being yours,
won't you stay with me, please

Labels: Thanks Fie..

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

1:58 PM

:D :D just for the fun of it.. Oh well!!

Thursday, May 20, 2010

9:30 AM

I'm moving on slowly bit by bit. Even tho it hurts so badly but i'm moving on.

I love my frens. I realli do. Thanks for being there for me. N to those frens who didnt disappear. I love you guys many2x.. :D

And to that particular special someone,

Thanks for being there for me in every step of the way. You held my hand and you didnt let go till i was back on my two feets. I'm sorry if anyway in this phase of moving on, i hurt you. I'm sorry. For now, you are the last person that i would want to hurt.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

2:23 PM

I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed

I need to hear you say
That I love you

I have loved you all along

Memoire.. 1:18 PM

I love just who you are
I ain't gon try to change ya
You are my shooting star
That's why you are my favorite

And all my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
I said you're all that I'm thinking of

Labels: Heard it over and over again..

Thursday, May 13, 2010

He is just a reason 11:30 AM

Fell bad for a reason..
Up on my two feet again..
Coz life has to move on..

:)

i think i can realli lose weight this way.. Food and sleep deprivation... hehe.. Maybe something good will come out of this afterall.. LOL!

Labels: Definitely not lifetime..., Not season

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Matahariku... 9:35 AM

Tertutup sudah pintu .. pintu hatiku
Yang pernah dibuka waktu hanya untukmu
Kini kau pergi dari hidupku
Kuharus relakanmu walau aku tak mau

Dengarlah matahariku suara tangisanku
Ku bersedih kerna panah cinta menusuk jantungku
Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku
Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukan waktu

Monday, May 10, 2010

2:32 PM

At times, i just wonder why...

At times, I dun understand why..

Most of the times, I look at you and I cant help to wonder...

How genuine can his feelings be...How true his words are.. How strong his faith is..

How can it still be there aft all these..

Is this for real...

1:16 PM

You think i care...

I don.. Am just enjoying life as it is..

Like it.. Stay..

Don like it.. F*** off.. YEaaa!!!

:D

Friday, May 7, 2010

I am just a human.. 12:40 PM

Everyone makes mistakes...

Everyone has their own secrets..

Everyone has the dark side to their life..

These are what makes us humans.

Labels: but you don't, You think you know