Friday, April 30, 2010

3:31 PM

Pizza hut + breezer lime + monopoly deal = a nice night out.. :)

Thursday, April 29, 2010

10:54 AM

I dun recognise the girl in the mirror anymore.

The same eyes, the same nose, the same facial features.. But yet unrecognisable. But yet different.

Who has she turn to? Why did she become this way?

I dun know her anymore.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

2:20 PM

11:51 AM

It has been sometime..

Friday, April 23, 2010

My moody days are OVER! :D 2:47 PM

I heard someone says 'Sometimes things just happen. Shit happens. Without a reason."

I have to say i dun believe in that. All my life, I hold on to this belief and this is what keeps me alive.

"Everything happens for a reason. Whether its good or bad, its for a reason. You may not see it now but one day, it will show. Coz those are things that shape you into the person you are and will be in the future."

There are things that I'm not proud of that happened in my life. The mistakes that i made, the actions that i took and the words that i've said. But i will not let those bring me down. Coz if i do, then i will not be here today. I will not be living my life. I will be down with regrets and sadness.

N problems are the things that make life complete. Even though at times, its hard to swallow.. We just have to learn how to..

Words passed around... Comments and opinions said. I shouldnt let those bothered me. I should have trust you abit more. Learnt my mistake and moving on now.. :)

Labels: Ayu is back

Thursday, April 22, 2010

I hate it when you do that.. 8:08 AM

But what can i say...

Coz i'm noone of an importance...

I have no say in anything that you do...

So yea just gonna shut my mouth up...

Labels: Its my mood swing talking...

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

10:25 AM

I doubt its gonna be easy to build it again.
Once lost, its hard to recover.

But am i going to take the easy way out or am i gonna work this out?

But wait, what do i want in the first place?

*Confused*

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

11:26 AM

Lies after lies..

N why do i keep lying?

Coz i'm not happy wif myself. As simple as that..

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Hate to look in the mirror 9:41 AM

Was having a bitch fit yesterday.
Throwing tantrums around.

Not sure why but am sorry..

Is this for real?

Labels: Coz i simply hate the way i look now..

Monday, April 12, 2010

11:25 AM

Keep telling myself to stop...

Coz i dun see ayu in me anymore...

Am i still the same?

I want it but at the same time i don't...

Friday, April 9, 2010

Nothing... 8:43 AM

I guess I've moved on...

Labels: Empty

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Sun rises in the east 9:12 AM

Am currently confused with I want in life...
Am feeling useless and disappointed in myself for not achieving my dreams..

Hear it often..
Say it often..
But dun feel it all the time..

Tell me why...

Labels: and sets in the west.. Then come the stars to light the nite..