And so last night was the night i let it go..
Laid everything out in the table.
Hate myself right now. I feel so selfish.
I hate myself for hurting you
I hate myself for being selfish
I hate myself for breaking ur heart coz i can see it in ur eyes
But i have to do it. Coz if not i wil be hurting u further
Its coming to end soon.
But i have to make the decision on which ending am i chosing.
I need frens more than ever now..
Its just between me and him. Noone else.Labels: An ending is just another beginning..
A pinky promise that meant alot to me..
4:08 PM
The day is coming..
It didnt matter for years..
But this year.. Its gonna be different for me..
- One memorable one... I hope so -
Everything happens for a reason. N i wonder what's the reason behind the lost..
Is it...
Treasure it coz you will never know when you lose them..
Or
It just never meant to be..Labels: He still doesnt..
Lips of an angel..
12:36 PM
Even with just the thought of the idea made me smile..
Never once..
It will be our first then.. :)
Excited..
In need of a bigger treasure chest. Coz the treasure is just growing more and more..
But i like! heeesss.. :DLabels: its really good to hear ur voice.. saying my name..
There are too many "What if"
"Didnt want to make things more difficult for you.."
"What if.."
"What if what?"
....
It was suppose to be.. But then it felt good instead.
"What have got myself into?"
"I dun noe"
Lying down.. Looking into the sky.. It felt comfort..
How long will it last?Labels: What if... I asked myself..
It was nice. It was fun. It was lovely.
Thank you
Till when will this last??
I'm holding on to a very thin thread which may snap any moment now.Labels: A war went off at ben and jerry's yesterday.. haha