There are things that i told u cause at that point i trusted you and noone else.
We knew each other for almost all of our life and i thought you wouldnt do that to me like you did to others. Cause i tot what we have is special, different n there is no other relationship like this but i guess i am wrong. How can i trust you now?
But in the end, i always do. Cause i hold on to what we have.
Its not easy. Try to be in my spot. Been working hard to try. To avoid and to throw all this away but i cant. No more helping you out. No more words from me nor shall i ever look into those eyes ever again.
So what if blood is thicker than water? What if its choking you? Its too thick to swallow. I shall just spit it out. Excuse me for just trying to save my life. Call me selfish. You are senseless and idiotic.
Time for you to move on even though it hurts. But its for the better future. Work towards it and insya'Allah, it will turn out better. Your life is in ur hands not others.
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