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Labels: Tell me just how much longer?It never last more than 5 minutes.. Is that just how much you would spare for me?
Your smile wasnt sincerely for me. Is that how much you can give to me?
You are hardly interested in what i can say. Is that how much i mean to you?
We took a step forward but why am i feeling as though we are taking a step backward.
I'm trying to keep my sanity in this month of ramadhan but you are certainly not making it easy for me.
Should i just be ignoring him and let him be in this mood until he realises that its hurting me? But for how long can i stand this treatment?
I thought of karma. Whatever that you did to someone, it will just come back to you. But i trust him enough not to do that to me. But well, 'he' trusted me enuf not to do tat to him. But i did anyway. So i guess everything is a possibility.
I know i shouldnt be accusing him esp in this holy month.I should be putting more trust in him. I know him.. Well, do i? He is not giving me anything to start with right now.
try to be in my shoes. Its hard. To be the one initiating solving problems btwn us all the time. Where did i get all the strength all this while?
I'm thinking of applying for paramedics. To be a full time paramedic and work 13 hours shift. Committing my life in saving others while sacrifising mine. I heard all about the work. The tiredness, the commitment that you will need to give. The training locally and overseas for months, passing IPPT every 6months. The physical and mental demand for the work. Imagine, you reaching to a scene where its your family members or friends that got into an accident. Logically, you will have a mental and emotional breakdown but because of the work, i'm not allowed to. i have to be strong no matter wad. Cant breakdown in line of duty. Its sounds so hard but i dun noe y, those things that i have to face are the things that i'm looking forward to. I just want to make a diff in my life. Challenge myself and commit myself to work so that i dun have to think of anything else.
Should i?
