Thursday, August 27, 2009

Because... 1:51 PM

I’m really, very foolish
I know of no one other than you
you’re looking at someone else
yet you have no idea of my feelings like this

I won’t be in your days
I won’t be in the memories either, however
only you, I looked only at you
and the tears keep coming

As i watch you walking past, I’m still happy
even yet you still don’t know my heart
I should stop this and go

I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I love you, I’m wiating for you

I won’t be in your days
I won’t be remembered either, however
only you, I looked only at you
I’m making memories alone

Loving you is like having a beautiful wound
I look at your pretty smile also
but I cannot laugh with you

bye bye, never say goodbye
even though I cannot hold you like this
I need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you
I keep on hoping too, I’ll keep hoping….

I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you

I’m thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you

Labels: honja dasi tto

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

9:10 AM

Least Conversation
Least eye contact
Least smiles given
Cold and distant.

What is happening between us?

Dun take things for granted. Cause you will never know how long they will be around.

I may just leave one day.

Labels: Did i do anything wrong

Monday, August 24, 2009

What Happened? 11:10 AM

Was suppose to shift house yesterday but then something unexpected happen. The lorry wasnt available at the timing that i wanted to shift my stuffs. The owner called at 1350 to informed my father that he wants to use the lorry at 4pm (the timing that i'm suppose to shift) and wants us to use the lorry at 2pm and try to return it by 3plus which was impossible because my frens were not there yet and stuffs were not ready for moving. Haix. So i decided to postponed the shifting to this coming sunday/saturday.

So i'm still at sembawang for a week. ALONE.. haila. Furthermore its the fasting month. Have to prepare food for sahur. Its rather quite a gd thing that i'm alone. Then i dun really have to prepare food like last year.

Last year...I rushed home after work to cook for iftar and then had to clean the house. Woke up as early as 4am to prepare the food for sahur and didnt realli sleep after that since i had to get ready for work after cleaning up. And having to wake my two brothers was a tortured. I stil couldnt believe that i made it thru. I didnt know i could be that hardworking.. ehehehe..

Labels: One more week to go..

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Puteri ku 9:56 AM

Kau datang tanpa ku sedar
Didalam kegelapan berserta keyakinan
Dan ku hanya bisa menyanyi tentang kehidupan ini
Tanpa ku mengerti

Dan langit menjadi biru
Dengan kehadiranmu, oh sayang
Adakah ini satu cabaran ataupun satu pertemuan

Kau puteriku
Kau menghias ruang istana ku
Kau sentuh dan kau kucup tangan ku
Beri kenyakinan didalam jiwaku
Sebagai petanda, kau puteriku

Dan langit menjadi biru
Dengan kehadiranmu, oh sayang
Adakah ini satu cabaran ataupun satu pertemuan

kau puteriku
kau menghias ruang istana ku
kau sentuh dan kau kucup tangan ku
beri keyakinan didalam jiwaku
Sebagai pertanda, Kau puteriku

kau puteriku
kau menghias ruang istana ku
kau sentuh dan kau kucup tangan ku
beri keyakinan didalam jiwaku
Sebagai pertanda, Kau puteriku

Labels: Sing for me..

Monday, August 17, 2009

Dead Tired 9:43 AM

Am at work now but am feeling super duper tired. Went for a short trip to melaka for just two days. Then had my netball competition on saturday at novena. Lost but it was realli fun and the experience was worth it. The team were definitely more experienced than us but we didnt lose without a fight. The scores wasnt that far, justt a point or two away. Honestly, i am proud with the team that i'm playing wit. We improved alot in our passes, commuunication, stamina and speed. Even though there are still loads of room for improvement, I'm glad at how far we are now.
After the match, went to bukom for a badminton game. Cant u imagine how tired i was. Then we caught a midnight movie, 3D UP. I LOVE IT! Strongly recommended. K confession.. I cried.. eheh.. YES I CRIED! The movie was super touching can.. :D Then the next day, went to watch netball carnival. Yew Tee CSC won third. Congrats to kak dze and yen. Proceeded to bukom once more and had another badminton game. By then, i was dragging my body around. Reached home really late at night. Went for sleepover and once i landed on the bed, i felt into a deep sleep. eheheh..

Now at work all beat up. I know my post today seems to be very long for a tired person and i practically mentioned the word tired umpteen times. But i like. hahahah. Just feel like teling everyone just how packed my weekends are and how TIRED i am today. hahaha.. Just wish that my boss would read this and decided to let me have the day off.. "Dream on, ayu" ehehe..

K that's all folks.. TOODLEs!!!

Labels: i shall say it again. TIRED

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Special dedication to Muhd Zarifi Bin Md Arshad 12:02 PM

Happy 22nd Birthday to my bestest fren!