Never i felt any lonelier than yesterday nite..
I envied those laughter heard over at your house. The warmth.. The jokes and the nagging.
I dun tink anyone would understand wad i feel. Staying alone. Living alone.
And when i need you the most, you werent there.
I was crying and u scolded me. You broke my heart
"You have to accept your fate. This is all takdir." I know.. but cant i just cry my heart once in awhile missing my family. Cant i just be sad once in a while for what i'm left with. I came home everyday to an empty house. Does anyone know how it feels? Cant i be emotional and sensitive abt it?
You think its easy, for a single 21 year old girl to be living alone, all by herself?!! To fend herself. To watch tv alone. To pay the house bills... To be alone every single day and nite. Its not! You need a whole load of courage and strength to do that.
N i'm getting weaker.. Day by day..
Sometimes it makes a whole lot of difference.. If you would just say.. "Everything is gonna be alright. I'm here for you"
But you didnt...
Labels: isolation