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Labels: isolationNever i felt any lonelier than yesterday nite..
I envied those laughter heard over at your house. The warmth.. The jokes and the nagging.
I dun tink anyone would understand wad i feel. Staying alone. Living alone.
And when i need you the most, you werent there.
I was crying and u scolded me. You broke my heart
"You have to accept your fate. This is all takdir." I know.. but cant i just cry my heart once in awhile missing my family. Cant i just be sad once in a while for what i'm left with. I came home everyday to an empty house. Does anyone know how it feels? Cant i be emotional and sensitive abt it?
You think its easy, for a single 21 year old girl to be living alone, all by herself?!! To fend herself. To watch tv alone. To pay the house bills... To be alone every single day and nite. Its not! You need a whole load of courage and strength to do that.
N i'm getting weaker.. Day by day..
Sometimes it makes a whole lot of difference.. If you would just say.. "Everything is gonna be alright. I'm here for you"
But you didnt...
We have our differences.. We have our disagreements.. But that doesnot mean one is better than the other.. One is tolerating more than the other. One is going through worst than the other.
We are going through it together. Which part of together dun u understand?!
Its all about feminism, u said. Cant u see.. That means u jusst pushing all of the blame to women. No matter wad guys did, no matter wad crime you guys make.. Its all because of women.. Women is the cause of it. Since u think so, why did u get urself involve with us?
Labels: Boys over flowersI think i will look a little.. ok alot.. bimbotic with wad i'm goin to post next.. But i DUN CARE.. cause I'M IN LOVE!!!! ehehehehehe...
With all of them.. Muahahahahahahhahaha
She : "I keep forgetting that i cant swim anymore"
He : "So now, I have to be ur fire fighter and ur life guard?"
AAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW...........
She : "Why is that you always appear whenever my heart triggers an alarm?"
He : "Alarm? Like when there is a fire?"
She : "Yes. Just like that."
He : "Let me be."
She : "Huh? Be what?"
He : "Be your fireman."
*Melts*
Labels: You make me smile..Aku hanya ingin kau tahu
Besarnya cintaku
Tingginya khayalku bersamamu
Tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kini
Di setiap hariku
Di sisa akhir nafas hidupku
Looking at the ring that fitted my finger.
How sparkling and beautiful it is.
Was i just captivated by the beauty that i blinded myself to the truth?
Wad is the truth?
Why am i thinking twice of the step that i chose to take?
Why am i suddely shaken by the thought of commitment?
Me? Scared of commitment??
Someone who have always believe in long term relationship. Someone who believe in soul mate. Someone who loves the idea of spending the rest of her life with the right one. Someone who longing to spoon with her loved ones. Someone who wants to build a family of her own.
But what is "the right one"? What is "soul mate"?
But am i ready? Can i do this? Can i leave my old life behind? Am i ready to change?
But when i look at you, somehow all those scary thoughts disappear.
Labels: Thanks loveIt was really beautiful. Even though we didnt really celebrate it, it was a pleasant surprise.
Red and white.. My fav..:D U just know me well..
Labels: Down the road we go...I'm thankful and grateful for all the things in my life. I accept my flaws and the incompleteness in my life. I come to understand that there is no such thing as perfect in life. You will always have flaws and you will always have problems. But these are the things that make us humane. Those are wad make us a better person.
When you are angry at someone, what would you do? When you heard someone spreading rumors and talk behind your back, what would you do? When you heard someone criticising the ones you love and you, what would you do? When someone commented on the way you lead your life, what would you do?
Stop and listen.. Silence.. Walk away.. For all you know, it wasnt true.By saying something, you will stoop down to a lower level.
You know "You are better than that." Its a showcase of level of maturity between that person and you. Show a level of discipline. Show a level of intelligence. That is all that takes to distinguish a loser and a winner.
I wish to be the winner. So i'm walking away. Leaving all those childish act and stupidity behind. Would you take the step with me?
Labels: Kan ku buta mata ini...Lets not go far away.. Lets just stay near each other..
I dreamt of you for couple of nights. Is it wrong?
Old good memories are just hard to forget, i guess.
Am having really bad headache rite now. Head spinning around and around. Damn! Hate the feeling..
