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Labels: I love you... No goodbyes.. Just i'll see you soon..Eremophobia - the fear of loneliness and being oneself...
I wished i have that strength..
I wanted to overcome my phobia...
By trying to be alone..
By having the mindset that there is noone for me to call nor rely and depend on for companion other than myself..
The keyword is I tried...
I failed.. I broke down. I ended up calling everyone except the one...
But i'm standing back on my feet... Never shall i fall for long. Never shall i give up..
Its a bumpy ride on a broken road with no certainty of the final destination. But I will keep trying. Cause i promised.. N i know someday i will find my happiness and the place where i belong..
Take care of urself. You are stronger than you think u are. I know you and i know that you can make it through. Believe in yourself and you'll be fine. I've been there for you as much as i could for the past 14 years. N tat number is still counting. I promised you, with God's will, I'll be there for you whenever you need me.
They will never felt obligated to spend time with you if you were to tell them cause they are your friends. They want to spend time with you. Give them a chance to say what they want to say. Cause true meaningful words would not be said until something happen to that special person in their life.
Its a new life journey for you. Take it as a stepping stone. Take it as a life adventure and experience something new. I would not say its time for you to grow up cause you, in my eyes have grown into a fine man, a great fren.. But its time for you to step ahead in life. Time to learn something new. I cant be there for you when you leave, I'm sorry but my prayers for your well being will always be with you. My heart will feel for u. I will always reach out a helping hand if you are in need of one. I love you my dear fren. Be strong and you will make it thru. Always know that I will always be there for you. :)
P.S. I heard they bath naked together.. *wags eyebrows* ehehehe
