Thursday, October 30, 2008

St James on saturday 9:29 AM

This saturday!! St james.. Wade robson.. Here i come!! Weee!! ehehe... I hv to thank qie for that. eheh..

Been teaching the student dance this week.. N this will continue on for the whole of november.. haix.. frustrating.. but learnt how to lower my expectations according to each ability. They are going over to china to show case the dance. U noek.. CHHHIIINNNAAAA Piple.. *speaking in chinese accent* haha.. I've yet to finish choreo two more songs.. I'm dead!! ME??!! choreo??!! hahahahakk.. got to b kidding sia.. haha..

I walked from marsiling.. My workplace all the way to home.. Which is from marsiling to sembawang.. 4 stations.. hahah!! I took 1hr and 35 mins.. It was fun but tiring. It was satisfying but muscle aching.. ahhak... Why the hell did i do that?? Keeping fit.. hahah! Just for the fun of it.. :D

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Change for myself, u said 1:23 PM

How can i?

When u get mad over things u dun favor..

It's getting tiring..

Kerna ku sayang kamu...

Disappointing.. Sadness.. Was expecting from my frens. But it didnt happen. A bit disappointed. Frens i thought would always b there.. let me disappear into thin air..

Labels: Please dun tire me out too soon

Friday, October 24, 2008

All around.. perfectionist.. 8:23 AM

I was overboard i guess..

I am proud of him..

Of all the things that he had done for me

That was why i acted that way..

I know i hurt you loads..

Jealousy is inevitable at times.

I know i was insensitive to ur feelings.

But i cant help it but be proud of his work.

I just need to share it with someone

Once i start talking, i cant stop..

Sorry.. I didnt mean to. But i'm not sorry for what i've said and being proud of him..

Cause its the truth.

Before fasting month : 51kg
Two weeks of fasting : 48kg
One whole month of fasting : 46kg
Two days of rayer : 48kg
Till now : 48kg

Lets hope it stays that way..

Jogging today!!!

Labels: (screams) Lose that fats

Monday, October 20, 2008

Taking a step further 2:27 PM

Moving on slowly and steadily. Never told it any of my frens. Dun know how they are going to accept it. Will they really be happy for me? Or will they think i made a mistake? Cause i'm trying to bring in two different worlds together. Do i trust them enough to tell them this? Do they trust me enought to know what's best for me?

The passion is gone. There is no drive. Priorities change as you move on with life. Its just a phase of life. Going onto another stage of my life. Thinking back, two years ago, my way of thinking is definitely different from now.

Labels: Just another part of life

Thursday, October 16, 2008

BLODDY GIROS!! 9:04 AM

I OFFICIALLY HATE GIROS!!

Damn it! One moment, you have a 3digit figure in ur account and another moment, without u realizing, the three digit becomes one!!! F***!! Now i'm broke for the rest of the month.. My pay is only next month!!! WALAU WEI how to survive like that...

Sorry guys! I dun tink i'll be joining u guys for play tomolo.. sobz sobz!!!

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

DSLR NIKON D60 2:02 PM

Announcement : MY BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY!!

It was my birthday yesterday! So for those whom have yet to get me a birthday present or at least wish me happy birthday, its ok. I accept belateds.. hahahah!!

It was superb yesterday. Went off from work half day.. Tooked a cab and when i stepped out of the cab, he opened the boot and there was my birthday gift! My first DSLR! NIKON D6O!!! WEEE!!!! I stood there, shocked. Speechless. Unbelievable. hahaha. We had ayam penyet at harbourfront then went all the way to pulau ubin cause i wanted to take photos there. NICE SCENERY. Beautiful living organism! WOnderful shots. eheh. Then head to changi and we had satay by the beach. Spent the rest of the night talking, laughing and enjoying urself by the beach. It was memorable. COuld not take pics the whole day cause the batt went dead. So save it for the days to come!! eehhe!!

Labels: CLICK CLICK

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

I'm goin crazy! 10:16 AM

I was wrongly accused!
I wasnt there just when he wasnt...
He have always been around..
He have always been here..
I'm the one tat is doing the dissapearing act
I'm the one hanging out stupid and selfish hopes.
I wanted to be there but are letting me?
I wanted to msg u everyday.. But is that right of me?
i want to c u every moment but can i? Do i have the right to?

i'm at fault! I'm the selfish one! I'm the mean one! Its all me!!

Blame it on me.. N noone else.. Shuddup if u dun noe wads goin on! None of ur business...

Spoil my hari rayer mood.